Oh and I almost forgot to post the most important thing because I know you guys are the most interested in my current status hahaha

During the school year, I ranged from 110-115 pounds, but ever since school ended, I managed to get down to 100 pounds :p

AND I DID IT THE HEALTHY WAY!!!

haha yay me!!!!!!

oknowi’mdone.

I’ve been doing so well in not putting myself into the starving/binging cycle, but I don’t know how long that’ll last. The only reason I’ve been able to get out of that horrible habit is because I was preoccupied with school.

It’s been about a month since school ended and…….omg I’m dying. All I can think about is food. FOOD FOODOFOFODOFODODFIAJOSIDJASDJFUCK.

I’ve still been able to keep myself busy by going out all the time and walking around the city and yadayada crap like that, but how long can I just keep doing that? I would love to stay home, stay cooped up in bed, and read a billion books BUT HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN I KEEP GOING INTO THE KITCHEN AND LOOKING AROUND FOR FOOD?
I mean, is it just me or does everyone else not eat as much as they would when they eat out as they would when they’re home alone?

Whenever I go eat out with my friends, I eat normally…probably a bit less than normally because it’s so hard to eat healthy whenever I’m with my friends haha. On the other hand, when I’m home…..HOLY SHIT LOL I eat like there’ll be no food left in the world tomorrow. I don’t know why I do that or what possibly triggers a binge whenever I’m home. Maybe it’s because I know I’m alone and no one can judge me.

I’m going out again today aaaaaaggggggghhhhhhhhhh
Hope you all have a great dayyyyyy